"Believe in God; believe that He is, and that He created all things, both in heaven and in earth; believe that He has all wisdom and all power, both in heaven and in earth; that man doth not comprehend all the things which the Lord can comprehend."
-Mosiah 4:9
I read this scripture and it hit me hard. Some days (like today) I feel like I can't do it anymore. I get sick of feeling sad and anxious and crying all the time. I don't understand why God gave me this trial. I don't know why I had to have a sick baby when everyone around me seems to be having healthy children. I don't understand why my baby had to die. I don't know why I was chosen to deal with this heartbreaking grief and anxiety. It's all so unfair. But I do know that God is good. I know that He has a plan for me that I don't understand yet. I know that He loves us and that even though it's hard, He wouldn't give us anything unless it will eventually help us become better and happier. It doesn't make sense to me now, but eventually it will and we will have immense joy. On days like this, that's all the keeps me going. Just believe.
4 comments:
Macie, I am constantly amazed by your grace under fire. Be kind to your heart today. Do the things that just feel good. You inspire me often.
Macie first off you are awesome. Second, wow, I really love hearing your testimony, you are definitely one of those people who really know that God lives because you have REALLY experienced mortal life at its finest. :) Hang in there. I love you and am very inspired by your life and testimony!
love,
Ky
Much love to you Macie. You will understand one day. I know the hard times, they are tough. Believe me God is Good just as you said. You are a light and comfort to others. Your testimony of our Savior is beautiful!! Thanks so much for sharing. We are praying for you and your family. xoxoxoxo
I love you, Macie. Thank you for your beautiful testimony and your willingness to share it. Hang in there. God knows you and loves you!
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